Life is short

Lately I rarely posting any new updates in my blog..I've been doing okay with all the classes and did went for a photoshoot past few weeks..no I'm not a model and don't love to pose in front of camera..it's just I wanna try something different in my life cause life is short..talking about life..I have sad news to share..one of my lecture had passed away four days..I was so shocked when I knew about it..thank you madam for all your taught and for being patient with us eventhough we didn't always pay much attention during class..Al-fatihah ..may god bless her soul..and the latest one is my sister's best friend's mother has passed away this morning due to clogged blood circulation..Alfatihah to her mother too..this circumstances prove that death is unpredictable and we at least must be ready for that it will comes for us sooner or late..Alfatihah again for both of arwah ..goodnight ~

Mother's Day

Yer ak tau...mother's day da nk lpas da pun tp ak pdulik ape..sbb ak mmg cmnie..time sume org sbuk ngan mother's day ak x rse pape..ble da nk hbis bru rse nk smbut mother's day nie..hahhaha..lantak lah...ok here we go!

I was born...eh..phal plak..xkn la i was born without a mother? plik bunyi nyer..ok smbung..when i was a lil girl *comel tau..i didn't stay with my mother..yeah..i came from a broken family so i ended up stayin' with my grandparents..it was when i was 7..when i was stayin' without my mother i had to admit , it was very lonely..i had my own room n guess wat? No one hugs me..*klo ade..hantu kot..xpsan la tdo mpos..heheh...n yet i still dun feel comfortable if someone wanna hugs me now..that is because i was raised that way..i'm grateful 2 have a great grandparents but still there was always a loneliness inside me..yeah..i miss my mother a lot..when i was 10 , it was a new start..i mean in bad way , my parents had a fight..& i wasn't allowed 2 see my mother again..it was s**k! yeah..i do blamed my father a lot until now...but that's not the point..i grew up without a mother then , i learned my first period pain in hard way , without a mother 2 tell me and to lean 2..my room was a mess because i had no mother 2 yell 2 me 2 tidy up my room..i'v learnt it by myself..i always mark my calender wishing i could meet my mother one day...seven years had past..& i've taken my SPM..i quickly found my mother..and went 2 the place she'd lived..i still can't forget the moment when i reached there & she was infront of the door waiting for me..and we met for the first time after seven years..i feel weird because she doesn't look like what i had in mind..YES, she's older now..& now i stay with my mother..u know how grateful i am now? speachless and priceless! i dun care if i've lost all my money and all other precious things..all i know i can't lose her now..& now even she's "bebel " 2 me..i can't stop myself from smilling..sometimes i wish she could "bebel" all day..because i like 2 hear her voice alot which i didn't get the chance 2 hear it couple of years back ago..so i do heart my mother a lot..& i really don't want 2 lose my mother..not anymore..so mama..i wish evry day is mother's day cuz one day is not enough to thank for what u'v done to me..we've been through a lot rite? well , all i can do is thankful for Allah SWT for what have been given 2 me..& not 2 forget my grandma..Happy Mother's Day 2 u 2..i won't 4 get u =)