ROUGH

These past few weeks had been rough times for me since the result had came out & those relationship things with fren & family...i was about 2 break down..yeah i did..alot i mean..bcause i can't face..the people that i thought would be always stay with me to get through this difficult time seems like they got better things to do..i don't blame...i know there were & still bz for now...i've learnt that you should never hold on to things that you think you can always lean on..i know life need a support..because we depend on each other..but not all things people can understand..however i dun blame them..still...& i'm hopeless because of these..but i know God always be with me..i know i'm kindda not very religious type..but i know the God is giving me this test because God knows i'm stronger than this..but how am i going 2 do this? i mean..alone? i don't know..all i know i got those lil' pieces of me that i need 2 recollect to get through this...& wat about those peeps? should i just forget them? no..because they had taught me alot bout life..but now it's seems like the things ain't the same anymore..& what am i suppose 2 do? i don't know..let the time figure it out for me~~