My 2013 so far

        I know it's too early for me to say that I think this year is a lot better than last year. But my 2013 so far has been very good. Of course I've been through lots of ups and downs. I'm a person who doesn't cry when I feel sad or things don't go right or not the way I've expected. But this year , I did cried a couple of times due to frustrations. BUT it didn't weaken me. Everyone has their own problems in their lives but it's the way they handle the situations make them who they are today. I've decided to list down my ups and downs to see how far I've come and for my inspirational and others too.

Downs

Failed my test
I'd studied hard for my exams and tests this year because I wanted it to be the last and the best for me. I was stressed when I didn't manage to understand what I'd studied . Trust me , when you're trying to do the best of the things you're not interested into was very2 hard. I didn't had much friends to ask about my papers because I'm staying with mama. I only depended on what's app , BBM , Twitter and facebook to ask things I didn't understand. And when the result came out , I failed one out of three papers . I was so upset and cried and didn't understand why it happened to me because I worked so hard for it.

SUKMA
Volleyball is always gonna be my favourite sport to play. However , when I was in lower school I got chosen to play for Kelantan but my grandpa didn't allow me to play because he only believed girl with sport was just not working. He said sports were only for boys to play. He didn't know I had worked so hard to be chosen to become a state player and I had to decline just like that just because he said girls couldn't play sports. Later , I got to play for Terengganu and the match would be held in Sarawak. I'd already got the ticket but the answer was still no. Then I grew up and finally can made my decision but I had to miss SUKMA because I needed to go back to my hometown for a visit to my grandparents. I don't know what else to describe my feeling at that time but I believe everything happens for a reason. So I moved on.

Know the true colours 
This one did changed my aspect of life. I really didn't expect my bestfriend who I trusted the most , who I really cared about , who I was so happy to be friend with is a back stabber. Later I knew , she talked bad things about me and most of them weren't true. When I said bad , it was really2 bad. After these years , she was actually didn't want me to be friend with her because she said that I told lots of lies just to look cool among our friends. Why didn't she just tell me she doesn't like me instead of being nice to me? That's it. Goodbye to a person who used to be so close to me.

Ups

Birthday gift
I never thought my birthday would be celebrated by mama and sisters. They bought me a cake and a meaningful gift. Last time I got a birthday cake from them was in my 18th birthday. Lol. Seriously guys , I always woke up on my birthday hoping something would happened but well nothing happened. BUT this year was different! Thank you mama , Cella and Nina!

Manage to pass
Like what I'd told earlier , I failed one of my tests. So I registered it again. To be honest , I didn't trust myself anymore. I was so upset to study back with little time. But I did it anyway because I just couldn't give up easily. This was when mama and boyfriend and friends had become so supportive and understanding. The best part was when my boyfriend bought me ice-cream when I was so stressed with my study. It was so sweet. And then , the result came out and I PASSED it ! Wohoo! I was so happy and almost dancing in my room. Alhamdulillah and thank you mama and Ejam and friends for everything! I really appreciate what you had done to me through my hard times.

SUKOB
Finally , I managed to play volleyball for my college for the last time. I didn't thought it would be so much fun and we'd won. It was hard at first because our teamwork was a disaster. Maybe due to age difference made it harder to achieve. And then , we discussed about it and puff ( I know it sounds weird) we became like best friends and with great teamwork made it easier for us to win. We managed to prove we are the best and can't be underestimated by others.

New friends
Later I get so many friends from volleyball team both girls and boys. And unexpected friends who really2 helped me through my hardship. Even though most of them are boys but they were really2 supportive and still are. I am so lucky to be blessed by good and caring friends. Thank you !

Unexpected gifts
I really didn't see it coming. I thought it was a joke. But he didn't! He bought me a new phone because I was always complaining about my BB. Actually my Blackberry doesn't always troubles me much but yeah. But I didn't ask a new one. Trust me lol. Thank you so much for the gift and also for buying the handbag. Seriously, you've spoiled me. Haha Oh well.

Relationship 
Since I've spent so much time at grandma's , I became close with my Acik Ayu (aunty) and Acik Wan (uncle). We always do late night chat until morning about random things. Sometimes , we watch home movies together while eating kuaci (sunflower seed). And play badminton every evening and laughing about how "professional" we are in badminton. The best part is grandma is doing well with her better sight after surgery and is recovering. Relationship with my boyfriend is getting better even though we had a fight recently about stupid things but hey it got better and better. I'm just lucky!

Kelantan
I visited my grandparents on my father's side. It didn't turn out good because grandpa always grumpy and overprotective. He still treats me like I'm still a little girl. But grandma surprised me.She had changed a lot. I mean in a good way. She cooked pulut ayam for me because that is my favourite food. She also had given me a little gift before I headed back to KL which I can't mention here because it's too private. Thank you thank you so much Tok Ayah and Nenek. I love you so much !

Thank you so much for reading!

Ulu Yam Part 3 ( Last part)

In case you haven't read about previous part so here's the link.

Part 1 

Part 2 

So the next day , we woke up early to play games before head home..To be honest I hate to wake up early. Plus we slept late before that. But YOLO  , so we just did it lol..some of us were setting up the games and the rest took the opportunity to nap.

We were getting ready for aerobic and for some dancing move like "poco-poco" which I'm suck at it. It's just very difficult for me to follow. It's weird because I had no problem with my aerobic class at the gym before.

My favourite part was when we were chasing and running around in order to blow up others balloon. It was so funny because what I did was screaming for help while running but no one came which was hopeless lol !

 

After that we took our late lunch and got ready to head home. We took last picture of us together which will always gonna be one of the best memories. 

Thank you friends for being part of my life and for being such a good friends through ups and downs. Hope we'll achieved everything what we always want in life. 

Thank you for reading. Till then ~

Exam mood

Hi guys! It’s quite a while I didn’t post any new entry. I’ve been busy lately. Now I’m in my exam month which requires me to leave my blogging life behind for a while. To be honest , I hate exam month. I need to struggle, eat less and worry about can I cope with these and can I answer  these in the exam hall. My main problem is that I don’t always have much time answering the questions. Because I’m a bit slow to understand them and all those stuffs plus I’m nervous. But hopefully I’ll do better this time and go through this one step at a time. I can’t wait for it to be over but at the same time I’ll do my best. Thank you for the positive vibes you guys have sent. Thank you for reading this. Good night !

October Favourites

Hi guys ! October had been a hectic month (at least for the first two weeks ) for me because it was the month when I took my exam. Not many of my friends had their birthdays on October which was erm ..ermm..good?? LOL ! Okay here we go for my October Favourites !

Last month I'd been craving for street food a lot..Seriously I had no idea why..It was just sometimes street food are so deli deli delicious yo..but I ate "Jagung Bakar " a lot last month..again I had no idea why..It was just random..who else love "Jagung Bakar" during raining season?? Put yo hands up !

And for my favourite book of October is People and Great Deeds by Yvonne Beckwith..It is an old book..since 1971 which mean it is (let me find calculator ) 41 years old ! Whoa..It was a gift from my grandfather when I was in my childhood..This book really inspired me last month like I should believe in what I do eventhough people will find it's ridiculous..so I like to read it a lot!

And for my favourite top of the month was this Peter Pan Collar White Singlet..I only got this for RM10-RM15 only..might be my only favourite Peter Pan Collar top because wearing this was so not me haha..oh well ~

These two drinks were my favourite ! I love chocolate drink so much because I don't drink coffee and juices? would be my last choice too ..So Chocolate Cream Chip from Starbuck & Chocolate Hazel Milk Tea are always my top choices..Since Starbuck drink is a bit pricey (yes , I'm that poor =P ) I'll try to switch to Chatime drink this month..because I'm kind of person who love to buy the large one so Chatime is cheaper..does it makes any sense?? haha 

 This is my favourite part of October..I love love loovvveee Pretty Little Liars ! These girls are pretty and pretty hair and pretty eyes and many more! I love kind of dark - mysterious show so I'd been watching this a lot..Oh by the way , my favourite girls are Hanna ( the blonde one ) & Aria (cute baby face look ).

*I collage pictures from Google 

And my favourite song was Earthquake by Labrinth Ft Tinie Tempah..I've been playing this song for gazilion times I guess because I just..you know..can't stop myself from listening nice music

I don't have favourite cosmetic products of the month because basically they are always the same every month..so what's your October favourite?? Please let me know because I would love to know what's yours ! Bye !

Sweet memories ~

Thank you guys for being part of my life ..love you guys !

Dying

Hello guys ! Sorry for not updating blog in such a period...it's been a stressful weeks as I got tests coming before exams..the problem is I'm dying to go out and see the world..alright I  mean I need a vacation..I want to run wildly at the beach and have a great dinner with the sea view behind and might be tanning my skin a bit..but I realise that I've got to finish my exam first..so I've postpone my photoshoot ..hopefully the photographer would understand..have you guys seen the Mad Market hosted by Hanis Zalikha just now?? It really kills me inside as I haven't shop for about 3 month I guess..can you believe it?? Haha..anyway..goodluck guys for those taking the exams..let's do our best !

Dinner for DIA Batch !

Last Sunday , I had dinner with my college friends..the dinner was held at Kuala Lumpur International Hotel..I thought this place was hard to find but instead it was easy!..I reached there nearly 8.30..I thought I was late so I rushly got out of the car and headed to the lift..Lucky me , it started at 9 to be exact..

What I love the most about this dinner is the food! The food was great and it got crabs and prawns! Seafood to be exact..I've been wanting to eat crabs since last two month..and i feel like i was in heaven! BUT I didn't eat a lot because I was too busy enjoying with friends instead of sitting at the table and eat as much as I want..

So this is one of my old friend , she was my roomate before..we met when we were in the first sem..and we were also in the same class..I'm so happy she could be here with us..thanks Fira Hassan !

During the dinner , we had played some games especially for those who brings their couples along ...

Thanks everyone who attended the dinner..it was awesome !

 

So these are what I got..a mug and half eaten chocolates! Love it !

 Bye!

RM200 of Book Vouchers ~

Everyone who's in college or universities will get this book vouchers..so I got mine a bit late..around late February but never mind..at least I got the vouchers right? I went to Popular at Sunway Pyramid because I have the membership card so that I get discounts ,  with my boyfriend last three weeks ago if I didn't mistaken..

So I bought 3 novels because I love reading novels sooo much especially about Vampires and Wolves stuff but I can't find any my favourite there..It's weird because I did surveyed them online..so I got myself more into Wizards / Witches and I still enjoy reading them..so these what I bought with my vouchers..I bought envelopes cause I will be writting to my friends pretty soon! Writting a letter seems more fun rather than emailing for me ~

My boyfriend also bought his and I also bought fans that we put under your lappy and I bought 3 packets of A4 papers for my mama because she does a lot of printing for her paper/school works..so that's all what I did to my vouchers =D

Lunchies with teammates / classmates !

Yesterday , I had my lunch with my team mates / classmates at the nearest Pizza Hut after our hard work doing the ETR presentation..

So these are Syita & Yanti enjoying their chicken wings..I can see how hungry they were while waiting for their main menu..

so this is Syita's main menu , she choose Meatball Cabonara..I don't know how it tastes like because I don't eat meat.!

and here is Din Gaga aka Ct Gaga drinking his favourite Chocolate drink that he always talked about on our way to have Pizza!

Look at Syita's happy face when she got her meatballs

It is always a must have for me  to have Prawn King whatever-i can't even remember the name-and ending up allergic for my whole body..great !

Me and Hairi enjoying our lunch !

It was weird because we got more bread sticks than we had ordered..never mind ~

By looking at this picture we can conclude that he hadn't eaten for past few weeks..so he end up eating like this..

Thank you everyone for having lunch with me ! Never know we are a great team until now! Love you guys !

ETR Assignment!

Finally, we had done the ETR assignment that had caused some serious stress over passed two weeks..but it was a fun time , spending with your last semester friends..we had done TREELOVE Collection as our business..so we started making our product by using recycled materials..we have used ice cream sticks to decorate one of our some sort of collections.

we decided to make a tree and it ended like this..I don't know why but it reminded me of I-city in Shah Alam..

so here is the close up of our materials , that are ice cream sticks

 

This is me doing our brochure as part of our assignment..we started in the evening until night..it was a long day!

 So next day or two , we started making our second collection..we focused more on female cloth..we had used pieces of tins and some small sticks..

 

 so here is the result! 

so these are small pieces of tins that we used to decorate the cloth..actually these things did cut my fingers so many times..lucky me the judges didn't question about it =D

Look how details of this design made by Din Gaga & Fikri (who was a non-official group member ).. we presented on Monday night at LT2 ..I was so nervous at first but when I stood at the front the calm feeling suddenly touched me at the moment..and i guess I did well on my presentation..fuh !

so these were our collections that were displayed during my presentation..thanks to Nizam for letting me borrowed his scary patungsss.. -.-'

so this is the picture after we had done our presentation..yeay!!

 so Thank You to my friends , especially to Syita for you creative designs , Din Gaga for "exploading" our team , Yanti for you materials and Khairi for making the layouts and all those stuff..thanks for becoming my last team group member for this sem..! Love you guys !

Quote of the day ~

What's in your school bag?? Tag!

Okay here's a tag made by me , myself and i just for fun..It's what's in your school bag after class..i really mean it after class..not that you just put things in your bag and act like "hey this is what i carried to class today"...well it's a big NO..so let's start..

So this is my bag that i carried to class today..it's just a cheap one but you can find mostly girls used this as their purse..I like this bag because it fits my books so well and i'm not kind of girl who likes to carry books by holding them..*leceh things to do

 Inside my bag i got my purse and my phone..which are the most important things to carry around.. way back to few months ago , i always forgot to bring my keys so i just attached it with my purse..easy..love the keris chain which i bought it at Malacca last year.

My school essentials , of course, calculators because i got Tax class today which i need to do some calculations..pencil case , highlighters and many other stationery stuffs.

This is what I always carry around no matter where I am going..actually it's a gift from some sort of friends, it's cute but got no sentimental value (sorry =P)

So inside the black case , i got Hand Sanitizer , Eclipse which is very useful when I'm in class to avoid sleepy head , perfumes , oil control film , tissues , lip balm , small hair clip and lipstick..I rarely use my lipstick when I'm going to class..i don't know why it's in that case..random

 my empty spec case..no spec inside beacause i'm using it right now..

 my pinky water bottle..because it's getting hot nowadays..it's a must bring girls!

 I bought this from Dhamirah so that's why it's in my bag..

 Umbrella..we should be prepared guys

Random receipt..

and of course..books!

so i wanna tag

Syita

Syila

Yaya

Asiah

Nomi

Miera

so what's in your bag guys??